Just want highlight some salient points
Can’t help but seconding
She realizes. Just being brutally honest.
Couple things on a personal note.
Many, many years after our divorce, and after I was re-married, my former wife reached out to me and asked if we might get together, just as friends, pointing out that she had taken a strong liking to skiing, and that she had gotten quite good. I still love skiing. But, it made me sad that this is the only thing that she thinks of when thinking of me. And, I mean I’m sad for myself, not her.
Second, I hope, in the selection of your alias, you mean you and your wife live in Jersey Channel Islands. I would be terrified if your wife and mine ever meet and begin sharing notes. Because, yes, I too am guilty as charged! I too need to change my outlook.
Edit:
Ok, now this is really going to be a confessional. All these years, she’s been saying she would like to have an apartment in the City; summer season rentals at the beach. A few weeks ago, she fancied a condo at the Mountain, ...and, I felt gratified. I now realize, after reading this thread, I have nothing to be gratified about, as it relates to myself and my selfishness. In fact, my feeling of gratification I now see is a false one, one that is constructed on sand. I too have to change my outlook.
The good news is, she hasn’t divorced me, yet. It’s not too late,
for either of us.