Thanks all! After getting a chance to work through all this feedback on the mountain, I really think it is a matter of not being completely neutral with some angulation to work on as well.
Throw in my time tested habit of automatically going to the push off when terrain gets gnarly for me and I definitely have some work to do.
By using the crutch of the push off, how does that limit me? Is it less efficient energy use/aesthetics, or limits me in how I progress as a skier somehow?Perhaps I won't be able to progress to even steeper terrain, though I don't think I am one where I am ever going to be skiing true no fall terrain.
Don't get new wrong, I will try to improve this aspect, but just wondering how the push off limits me.
Thanks, feedback on this thread has been terrific for me. I feel optimistic I'm going to eventually get there, but it's going to take a lot of work. It's probably a combination of learning the patience on the steeps (waiting for that extra milisecond to get to true neutral) and technique.